Spent a night last week at Chris’ place watching old Beyond movies (ok lame but really funny) and talking nonsense. But she said 1 sentence that was not nonsense. The conversation happened to turn to Mayday, i don’t know why, and she wasnt interested and said”我是 ex-fan”. I’m wondering when will I have the courage to say that. Will I say it? When will I say it? Can I even say it?